I said a Bad Word

I said a Bad Word

I laugh

I laugh

I laugh

Life is humorous, so much truth, there seems to be no truth at all.

I can’t hear, listen, speak, hasten, without fuzz crowding my reception.

I know not a thing anymore; I am a slave to ignorance. Information crowds the airs, taints my walls, and blinds my stares.
I am laughing, laughing at corruption that goes corrupted, and peoples ignorance of the issue.

I laugh at political agenda, bureaucracy cloaked as democracy tears down sanity.

Rationality gone now rationed resources lie in the balance, as we fight with hearts full of strife and greed and pride and lead our constituency to moral hell and just us theology.

I laugh

I laugh

I laugh

Because if I don’t I’ll go mad, insane, there is no membrane to explain this disdain, and the pain,

Felt by them that do not fit in US but hang in the balance on already feeble margins.

Doomed by wool suits and jimmy choo shoes, that kiss ancient carpets to deliver full but incomplete bills to the slaughter house.

Oh I laugh but aint shit funny.
-Lawrence